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<3
I want to be in love..
I want someone to fight...
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"Friends"
Funny how I am a "best friend" to many but I do not have any "best friends"
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I harvest more pain than anyone will ever know
So many things are making my mind and my heart so heavy that I cannot sleep.
This quarter life crisis is really starting to hit me hard. It is smashing into me so you can say.
I spoke to Matt and he admitted to ignoring me for the past few weeks, and although he said it himself that we are friends it still is hurting me but I believe that there is an ( Read more... ) -
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Someone once told me that
I deserve to give someone the same look I gave them.
Meaning I deserve to find that happiness.
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Today was not the best of days but it was not the absolute worst of days.
Today I was completely out of my element, which is fine I love a change of scenery. Today was tough because of all the challenges that were thrown at me but I always feel like I am able to bounce back ( Read more... ) -
I'm going numb
I'm in so much pain right now, not physical but emotional...I don't know which one is worse...
I've been going to so many baby showers and wedding celebrations lately and I cannot help but think that I cannot give that joy to my parents one day and is hope to give them the world. I jus feel like that its something that is not in the cards for me. ( Read more... ) -
You think what I'm doing is a waste of time?? I think you're a waste of my time
It's disgusting how money hungry people can be. All they want/see is the dollar signs.
Someone said that they think interning and volunteering is a waste of time because its better to be getting paid. Which essentially I take is I'm wasting my "precious" time because I'm not getting paid. I know I may not live forever but at least I'm not chasing ( Read more... ) -
Shit
I hate feeling like a complete utter piece of shit. I hate feeling like I'm not enough.
It's hard to be fine on the surface and completely hurt on the inside having to pick up my broken pieces and put it all back together.
I'm so tired of feeling so alone.
Kind of like when Peyton comes home from a dance and attempts to do cocaine and she doesn't ( Read more... ) -
Nostalgia
Hello,
It's been a while, a lot has happened...I graduated!! Finally. It feels a little weird but a little liberating because I feel like I cross a milestone in life and I am motivated to keep going. I'm excited to try new things and meet new people. I am already planning to keep busy and bettering myself.
Another exciting thing is that I went to ( Read more... )