sigh

in fourth grade, my teacher gave us an assignment: to make a timeline of our life. the biggest thing i had on there at the time was turning 10, surviving an entire decade! But she did the math and told us we would graduate high school in 2004, and college in 2008. well, in two hours it will be 2008. She never told us what comes next.

bring it on.

im addicted to the feeling of being somewhere new, of traveling. of going somewhere for just long enough. im not the biggest fan of airports with their long lines and stupid security regulations, boring stores and expensive lattes. ive been known to get sick on planes. but this year trains and buses and planes have come to mean something else to me ( Read more... )

ive been feeling so numb lately and i dont know how to kick it. i keep going through the motions, going and going, hoping that it will click and i'll feel better and be able to make sure decisions again. the challenge for this week: i have to decide this week whether i want to stay another semester or graduate at the end of this one. it should be ( Read more... )

i really think im done

me and my bottle of wine

im happy. im so content.

things are gonna be changing.

July 18th. That's the day I'm coming home. I'm bummed I won't make it to the Rolling Stones concert on July 22nd, but I can still go see Snoop Dogg. Ha.

Going home is going to be so weird. Last night, Prague felt more like home than anything has for a long, long time.

i think im just not cut out to do certain things anymore...

the problem with things like last night is that with all this free time on my hands in a foreign country my mind tends to wander and over think things...

im staying?

well, i changed my ticket, so i think it's for real.

internship starts tomorrow.

wow.