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Week 3 - almost normal?
I’m towards the end of week 3 on the pills. I haven’t cried in about over a week. I feel so much more back to normal. Man, I knew I was crazy. I have a very good life with friends and the boyfriend and the job so... GODDAMMIT ( Read more... ) -
Is this normal?
It’s been 2 weeks since I heard the bad news from the doctor; and about 1 week into the new birth control. I am crying almost every night thinking dark thoughts. I don’t find this normal, but I also haven’t been this shook up by bad news before. Unfortunately for K, he’s now roped into my emotional instability. I am dissecting this relationship and ( Read more... ) -
FUCK MOTHER’S DAY BECAUSE NOT ALL MOM’S ARE AMAZING
It was Mother’s Day and I did not greet or acknowledge my mom, not even when you post those photos online for all your people to see how you are thinking about your mom on her day ( Read more... ) -
Period Hormones
Every time it’s a week before my period, my emotions become the soppiest. I just want to ugly cry all day. I’m sitting in bed hugging a pillow and wishing it was Kevin instead. I was moody last night with him, and didn’t really try to kiss up all over him like I normally am. I was distant, and not sure why. I regret not having sex before going away ( Read more... ) -
GIRL SCOUT COOKIE
Kevin is the man of my dreams. Not only do we love the same Disney princess (Ariel), but we also acknowledge there is only one Girl Scout cookie to rule them all: Samoas ( Read more... ) -
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Holy shit, kids. I have a fucking boyfriend. I can’t even say it with a straight face ( Read more... ) -
Revenge Body
So I’m watching Revenge Body with Khloe Kardashian. She said that when she underwent her divorce, losing weight was just a byproduct of going to the gym so often (to distract herself ( Read more... ) -
PURPOSELY AT BAY
I’m working about 6 days a week. I’m in a wine program. And I’m teaching dance to kids ( Read more... ) -
LOVE MAKES YOU CRAZY
“Only love makes you that crazy. And that stupid.” - Stranger Things S1:E6I loved you, spending every last fiber of it in my heart. I didn’t think I had so much to spare, but there it was, all laid out before God ( Read more... ) -
WHAT IS LOVE? BABY DONT HURT ME
My greatest fear is that I love someone more than they could love me.
This spans across all relationships. The deep fear is the one that I may once again neglect the good ones in pursuit of others who aren't looking my way.
Remember, to not chase.