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Sleaze-ball Ballet
The doctor told him ( Read more... ) -
ReDreaming the Dreams!
Last night I opened a can of Dreams alright, Dreams in Heavy Syrup. They opened my head like a giant can opener, opening it like a lid on a tin of tuna, plopped the whole can inside, and slammed the flap shut. Then off to eternity I went........
It all takes place at some kind of giant festival, almost like a Burning Man, but not in the desert. It ( Read more... ) -
Wow!
21 Years on this damn thing. I rarely post here anymore, but it is a great archive of my history! So many memories, so many whiney entries and bitchy posts. lol. But I'm glad I've held onto it all. Maybe I'll publish some of them into a book. -
Another Happy Place
Another Happy Place - A Pleasant Thought by Patrick N. Neville ( Read more... ) -
The Unhappy Place
It is a foul uncomfortable place, but for some reason, it gives me some kind of sick uncomfortable pleasure to be there, possibly because it's one of the only good feelings in this world. It feels like your living in a box stuffed inside another box, the world consists of a beat up split-level house that’s dirty and extremely disorganized. It is ( Read more... ) -
New Song: Favorite Dream
New Song: Favorite Dream - by Patrick N. Neville
The Enormous maze of backroads
Of dreams in the night
To bring back all the memories
And all of the fright
I see her sitting backwards
A bottle in her hand
She shrinks as I approach her
And slowly turns to sand
In a dimly lighted schoolyard
Where children would play
I see a dark haired woman
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Poor Choices 8
Poor Choices, with your host, Patrick Neville:
Today's Memory: Recording with “Scott”…….It was late 2001 I think, maybe early 2002, but it was during the time of my life that I refer to as “The Dark Times”, where my life was extremely unstable and it just seemed that creepy/scary/lousy situations were appearing everywhere in my life. My “band” ( Read more... ) -
Poor Choices 7
Poor Choices, with your host, Patrick Neville:
Today's Memory: Attempting to party with drunken red necks in central Utah.......
It was about 10 or 12 years ago, me and my Dad had gone down to visit my friend Bob in Marysvale, Utah. It's a very small little town located in Piute County that you'd miss if you sneezed on the highway. I've been ( Read more... ) -
Poor Choices 6
Poor Choices, with your host, Patrick Neville:
Today's Memory: Looking for love in all the wrong places……
So there I am, sitting in the dimly lit Italian food restaurant awaiting my server, slowly nibbling on some bread and enjoying my cool glass of water. Then I see her, music begins to play, my heart beat quickens, my breath becomes short, ( Read more... )
