Yea..So today..Wow today..It was the first good day that I have had in a long time, and trust me. It was much needed.  I was dipping way into the emo side of me, and hey..I love it like hell, but I can't handle being that depressed. But I don't know why today was such an okay day.  I guess it was a plus that I was able to talk to Kurt. I missed him ( Read more... )

"The Last Song"

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song, for you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now I'll take the ( Read more... )

Doesn't it seem like everytime you think you're over someone something happens?  I think that's the only reason I believe in destiny or fate.  God wouldn't make us suffer through all this love shit. Okay, maybe he would just for the cruel enjoyment of it, but still.  I thought I was over him.  Actually I was CONVINCED that I was, but of course, I ( Read more... )

So life has been pretty okay lately.  Me and Steph had a little spat, and there's a lot of shit talking going on on the softball team, but I'm having a good time. I'm sure this means that soon I'll be pissed off at some person or another, but hey! it's a part of high school right?  Me and David Scholtz have been talking a lot lately.  That's cool. ( Read more... )

I have had the time of my life this weekend.  It was so crazy. It was snowball weekend, and I am so proud of myself.  I've cried, and I've made friends with a bunch of people that I had barely, if even, talked to.  My small group was a group made of the 7 most amazing people.  Zac, Andy, and K-La are so funny.  They contributed largely into my ( Read more... )

"(Everything I do) I do it for You ( Read more... )

Dayyyyyyyam! Only a few more weeks until spring.  Then it's summer.. Then school's out.  Geesh.  Freshman year has FLOWN by. I can't believe how fast it's gone.  Like I've already got my classes picked out for next year and everything.  The eight graders are going to be coming to visit the high school soon.  It's going to be crazy. Jeez. Seriously ( Read more... )

Doesn't is seem like everyone is giving into conformity? When someone says sit they sit.  When someone says jump they jump. Seriously. TV's telling them what clothes to wear, what music to listen to, what movies to see. Yes, I watch the movies, and I listen to a limited amount of the music, but I don't think I'm tough shit because of it. Why do ( Read more... )

So Deana's home.  It's nice I suppose, but now I'm going to have to share a bathroom again. :( All I have to say is that it's mine when I take a shower and when I get ready to go out.  I'll beat her little booty to the ground! hahaha. I love you Deana.  Well I've had a lot of homework lately, and too many damned things have happened in my life to ( Read more... )

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