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Well technically it's Thursday, which means that tomorrow is our rehearsal dinner and in two days I'll be married. I'm stressed out, having really bad anxiety problems, and am really, really confused ( Read more... )

So... I haven't used this lately and I doubt anyone reads it, but I need to vent so here it goes ( Read more... )

Geoff asked me if there was something on my mind the other day, because it looked like I had something I wanted to say. I had a lot on my mind, but I wanted him to say something. He hasn't brought up anything that's happened since we talked on the phone the other day while he was at work. I have a feeling that nothing is going to come of this, ( Read more... )

I managed to snag about 5 hours of sleep I think. I'm not quite sure when I actually fell asleep but the next thing I knew my alarm was going off. As soon as I got into work I was being bitched at for payroll corrections. Yeah we had kind of a lot. Some of them were my fault, most weren't. I left the office angry so I was slamming trailer ( Read more... )

I feel like I've gone through this enough times in my head and written it out other places that it was time for me to write it in my own journal ( Read more... )

I hate how my body has turned to complete crap in the last three months. When I was marathon training I didn't lose a single pound, Granted I gained a lot of muscle in my legs and my endurance and speed was the best it's ever been, but I felt flabby and like my muscles were loose/not toned. Ever since the race I've been insanely busy, just ( Read more... )

I absolutely hate Christmas shopping. I've got a fairly small list of people to shop for but hell if I know what to get these people. Trying to think of something for the future in-laws is just ARG. Especially when two of them just had birthdays! Friends are easier, especially when they tell you what they want (thank you Kat). And I don't even ( Read more... )

I'm feeling increasingly abandoned right now. First Claire's parents didn't return my message (which they said they probably wouldn't and it came off as kind of off to me). Then Claire stopped emailing me. Then the other day Jessie rushed me off the phone and hasn't called me back. ...did I do something? Not do something? *confused ( Read more... )

It's been too long. A lot of stuff has been happening lately and I feel like I have no one to talk to about it. I'm really bad about writing and venting in a journal like this on a regular basis but I think I'll give it another go. I guess I just like to get feedback from people instead of just writing to no one ( Read more... )