i dont have the desire to do anything anymore. it didnt really bother me before but now that me and you are serious it kinda worries me because i need to have a set career in the next year or two. and i dont really wanna be a mechanic and i really dont have any drive towards anything. I wanna race cars. I wanna make movies. I wanna be a successful ( Read more... )

you must have written that just before you called me last night. Everything I wanted to say but was too scared to ( Read more... )

new years resolution?

just be better than last year.

i fucking hate this holiday.

sorry if ive been weird lately. I just miss you and honestly, i just want you to be my wife already. I dont feel like waiting a couple years. love you

and here comes the ramblings ( Read more... )

sorry if i screwed up last night, im sorry for it. just, you need to know that im really happy with the way things are but still, I really miss my girlfriend.

I know I prolly shouldnt be saying this but just thought you should know.

God watched you as you suffered, and knew you had your share ( Read more... )

oh my god im going crazy i can barely even see straight. i have no idea whats going on, this is so unlike you. i have to know whats going on. where are you? what happened to you? my god please please contact me...

i guess if you love something you have to be willing to fight for it. fight for it till the death. fight for what you think is right and what makes you happy and trust that itll work out in the end. everything always sucks right before it gets better. i guess ill just keep pressing on and fighting for you and what i know without a doubt is meant to ( Read more... )