Why is it that some outside influences cause you to remember things you either don't want to remember or can't remember even if you try. Anti- depressants don't work worth shit. I have been filling out job applications today so yippee. So far Macy's, Albertsons, and Subway. I am working on Sears but my Aunt Emelisa works there and I can't finish ( Read more... )

Right now my sisters and I are all living in different places. I am living with my Grandma, my sister Ashley is living with my Aunt and Uncle and Christine is living with Mom and Dad. Ash isn't living at home anymore because she can't behave herself. I am worried about Christine being by herself because I know she feels lonely. I really miss the ( Read more... )

Lets see. I finished my summer school class so I get my diploma. I was talked into going on a double date with my friends Adrea and Travis(have been together for 4 years)and Pat(Creepy). Well Date went fine and then they all wanted to hangout again which was fine with me, but then he got creepy, like borderline multiple personality/angry violent ( Read more... )

My Grandpa Ken passed away at 1:00 am on July 15th ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to my friend Travis' graduation and back to his house for a party. Before the party started Scott and Travis wanted me to do a simple front flip on the trampoline. I forgot that I don't do front somersault tucks off the diving board anymore because I tuck too tight and always over rotate. Well I remembered until I started jumping. ( Read more... )

Graduation is on Sunday but even though I am not graduating I am still going so I can watch my friends walk. Yesterday I went to my sisters 8th grade moving on ceremony and it was long but cute. I got a cell phone on Wednesday and that's really cool.

Not graduating but that is ok I will get done sooner or later. I had a great day. I got to see my friend Josh and he gave me a ride home in his Camaro (that was so sweet)Josh is going to Iraq in September so that really sucks. I have 2 cousins heading over that way. I had a smile on my face all day so that was sweet.

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- the fear of long words

I had a really crappy last couple of days. I lost a good friend of mine. Ashley don't you dare say I told you so. I found out yesterday that my grandpa has terminal cancer and he is really sick as it is. I have to take summer school in order to get my diploma. I'm not sure if I'm ready for life. I don't interact well with people. I just found out ( Read more... )

Just found out I still have a chance to graduate. I am really nervous though. Tomorrow is senior skip day and I am going to see if I can just stay home and work on my final projects.