well i guess ppl get mad if i don't update my journal every year or so. once again a lot has happened. i'm done with year 2 of school and hockey. blew out my knee in sept, played the whole season with it blown then got surgery 2 months ago ( Read more... )

a lot has def happened since hte last time i updated... the whole summer has gone by and i'm almost at the end of week 4 of school... school is ok, tougher than last year for sure, i had to withdraw from a class b/c it was kicking my ass, but its all good, less stress... hockey kinda sucks, i tore my ACL and haven't been able to play for about 2.5 ( Read more... )

Yea so i def haven't updated since i got to school and now i'm done my first year. it was an AMAZING year, i did so many things. partied w/ my hockey girls, played hockey, hung out, found out who i am, made some great friends and kept in touch with some even greater friends. so hockey was good we got like 3rd in our league and like 4th in our ( Read more... )

So today is my first day of class. I've already done 3 classes and at 3 I go to FYE and then another class after that. FYE and my class are of course across campus from each other and naturally i only have 10 mins to get there, i'm going to be hauling ass. my classes seem pretty good so far ALL my teachers so far are weird as hell, but it just adds ( Read more... )

So i've been EXTREMELY busy lately with last minute packing and getting stuff for school... i'm almost done, just need some more clothes. this whole going away thing is tough, and i know when i get there, theres going to be something i forgot, i just know it. So today i did some more shopping today and got more essentials, still haven't found that ( Read more... )

Wow... great night. I only wish that we had started to hang out a year or two earlier that way i would have had more time to hang out. Last night was tres enjoyable... didn't get ANY sleep, but its cool. i'm sure i will take a nap today. definitely going to hang out w/ sam again b4 she leaves. so we stayed up literally all night talking. and the ( Read more... )

So 9 days til i leave the 586 and enter the 585. Woot! kinda... i'm nervous, but ready. spending the night at sam's on sat. to watch the rocky horror picture show. should be a good time. i worked today from 9:30 to 3 and i work again tomorrow, i'm excited to make some extra money b4 i leave. i've been saving all summer, but i've always spent some ( Read more... )

Great words in Catherine Trombly's info... If the future seems overwhelming, remember that it comes one moment at a time. I am definitely worried about going away to NY for college, but reading that made me feel better about it. It just sort of puts things in perspective, and that when I am feeling overwhelmed I have to remember, that I wouldn't ( Read more... )

So as of today I have 13 measly days til I leave the big NB. College should be fun, I've already met quite a few ppl, and I've also been talking to a lot of the ppl on the hockey team. It's going to be a HUGE change and I'm going to miss everyone SOOOOOOO much. I know I'm going to cry when I leave, I've met some of the best people here and have ( Read more... )

So back to my life of bitching. I realized that this journal is pretty much supposed to be for me to tell my thoughts and how I feel, but then I thought more and came to the conclusion that how can I do that without embarassing myself, embarassing someone else or sounding like a complete jackass for bitching. I don't think its possible, so I'll ( Read more... )