Why do I always have to say something to my boss at work the day before I have 2 days off.  Now I'm just going to be paranoid all god damn day and night thinking about the repercussions of my words.  Someone's going to get fired...  I'm going to make more enemies...  I asked for a position that I'm not even sure if I want now.  Sure I would get ( Read more... )

I used to feel like this every single day...  I guess I still do, but I don't drink enough to get hungover anymore.  It's more of a choice to tune everyone out...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJ51BNYXbV4

I am such a silly bastard.  But I do enjoy this feeling of smiling like a complete idiot.

My dad gave me a journal that used to either belong to ( Read more... )

... Even though I cry every time ( Read more... )

Went to the House of Blues tonight to see Through the roots, Passafire, and Rebulution. She came with me and it was amazing. It was like nothing happened. It was all back for a few brief hours, no, it was better. Truely what it should have been like in the first place ( Read more... )

I should watch this video...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=0fxoPSjox0Y#!

Anyway.  Things are good...  I guess.  
Work is dramatic as usual.  My love life is non-existent as usual.  My bank account is empty as usual.

I still have a mohawk, and I have been shaving it regularly.  My Moustache is starting to grow wild, and might ( Read more... )

Been a while since I've laid in bed all day drinking ( Read more... )

It's like You're teasing me.  You know I look at Your posts, and You know that I follow You.  Why do You post things that directly relate to me?

I told you how I felt, and I'm sure you don't feel the same.  Sooooo I guess it's really up to me to move on.
That's kinda heavy.  Damnit.

I will only write what I can while I light my last joint of the night.  I'm already halfway done, so maybe I should get a move on.  I enjoy writing here more and more.  It makes me feel better about what is going on in my life.  I used to just get drunk and swim around in all of my negative thoughts, but now I can enjoy the simple things more than ( Read more... )

Feels like I'm never going to have that again ya know ( Read more... )

Today has not been a total waste, no matter how little I did ( Read more... )