ok well the viewing and funeral friday was really sad and i am proud of mike for being so strong, it was a very loong day. saturday was our day out we went shopping and man everything is so much cheaper there lol pacsun was great mike got a shirt and 2 pairs of shorts. i got 2 shirts "things" from victoria secret and these beautiful ear-rings from ( Read more... )

ok well mike is with dan seeing dodge ball and brit is here with me stayong the night. beach today was fun yelling at sailors volleyball with hayley and dan and mike my dads for dinner yummy! umm well i think i am going to watch a movie
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just watched dirty dancing with mike.......now im talking to lauren, its as if were total strangers now. i hate it!

new s/n yeppers so i dont have to deal with anymore drama. well went bowling with mike momma coop and brit last night! it was really fun go bit with your 2 strikes in a row! well i lost all 3 games, but thats ok i tried and i had loads of fun. hummmm....grad party today for brit, beach tomorrow with mike hayley and dan...thats about it am going to ( Read more... )

holler. well humm josh came to hang out today it was nice to not be alone and he is mikeys best friend and hes really funnie. my mikey came home on his lunch break and i was very very happy to see him. i love him with all of my heart. schools out mikey work saturday beach with hayley dan and mike sunday...well humm well 12 cam and went today with ( Read more... )

big girl took a long nap..i had good dreams! i had a dream that tammy shut her mouth and i never heard from her again it was so nice. but yeah i am supposed to have all my journals about her out of her by tomorrow noon "or else" ahahahahhahahaha well i just thought i would tell you all that IM NOT DOING IT shes barkin up the wrong tree ( Read more... )

so the last days of school are terribly long and they seem to be never ending..well hayley and i are hanging out sunday and were going to chill with mike and dan. im thinking maybe mike and i will go see a movie afterwards or something. i love him a lot! and humm well summer is almost officially here and im totally psyched. hayley and i will hang ( Read more... )

today was great hayley and i had the best talk ever shes so funnie i love her to death and my sister is still here from boston...shes a lethal weapon too god bitches are funny yeah and shes way older than me..but its cool cuz shes got my back and she'll cover my ass if i beat yours AGAIN i love you shannon....yeah well i love to make people mad and ( Read more... )

i really am a horrible person i guess wanting to be treated perfectly is a lot to ask of one person. i need to stop pretending that i deserve all of these things and i want to stop being lied to i need to realize the truth and know that were going to fight i need to stop feeling the way i do all the time i deserve to be happy and you deserve the ( Read more... )

why do youlove me when all i do is make us fight i am sorry for being such a terrible person and i am sorry for being who i am and telling you how i feel