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Going back home? maby....
My mother is thinking about moving back to Grass valley We may follow... I havent disscused it with hubs yet.. but brothers thinking about going to....So we may be going back home... -
homeless we could be...
just need to get this out before i die of pent up fear and stress ( Read more... ) -
Why?
i just have to post in frustration!! and i cant on FB becuse i dont want my family seeing... so the whole month of November i had not *special* friend vist me... even rick noticed well i didnt get to excited... i waited tell the 1st to test and both said no...so i didnt get to upset i was not execpting break or for things to go my way...but ( Read more... ) -
oky the message is loud and clear
dear god or who ever sits above us.. I get it I am not the one to give my parents grandchildern you made that clear today when 2 days away from 1 mo if being married you bless my bro and SNL with a baby.. i am happy for them i really am i cried my tears that it was not me to give them grandchldern but as i told you If my SNL was to concive and give ( Read more... ) -
someones giving me the big middle finger!!!
ahhhh its the story of my fucking life!!! i just found ou today that a friend of mine is going ot have a baby! dont get me wrong im extreamly happy for her she was told she would never have a baby but i feel like i have been bent over by the univirse and thourly FUCKED!!!!! and the gods above are just laughing there ass off at me why muat the toy ( Read more... ) -
i think im broke i really do
so iwas suppose to ovulate on the 5th this month according to my online fertlity tracker so i got 7 days worth of oulation test and did thiem like i was supose to but not a single one not even on the 5th or 6th came out postive for the lh chimical thats suppose to trgger ovulation so i really think i need to see A specilist im so scared to though ( Read more... ) -
oky! change again!
so rick and i decide with the price of gas living ETC we could just not afford cali so he accepted a good job here with the forest service.. he will be working 40 * hrs! yha ( Read more... ) -
A possible MOVE back to CALI*!!!! and wedding changes
OKY!! so i have exciting NEWS im moving back to CALI!!! YESSSS although its not going to be grass valley my home town Rick has gotten a GOOD job with the BLM in cresent City i gusss its by to coast? so we are moving in June well hes going down in may im to follow so we are changeing the date of the wedding to Oct after Cali fire season is over im ( Read more... )