i'm angry at one of my best friends. sometimes i wonder how people can stand watching something like "the hills" or some stupid show like that seemingly written by 16 year olds...but this must be it. someone must enjoy watching me right now. i feel like i'm on television and i'm reading off a script written by some blonde high school cheerleader. ( Read more... )

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what makes breaking up with someone harder is when a lot of their shit is still left scattered at your place hiding under your bed or fallen behind your desk for you to find later.

does anyone else have an extremely hard time falling asleep at night? i've started to go to bed earlier to try and catch up on sleep, but then i'd just lay there for a few hours and eventually open up my laptop and do nothing in particular. what feels like minutes inbetween glances at the clock are actually hours. before i know it, the sun is ( Read more... )

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at what point do you consider some people to not be a part of your life anymore? people that have been real close in the past, if you see them in public randomly...do i give them a hearty hello or a chin-check "what's up?" i think it'd be highly unlikely that i'll ever see some of you again, and that's more than a little depressing. at what point ( Read more... )

anyone want to play in the bay?

i'll write about turning 21 in a year. i'm sure it'll be more interesting than today. i'll learn a few things.

new lj: sushi_n_porn

i watched garden state the other night for the first time, giving into all the hype about how great it is and to see why the hell it's turning my friends gay(you know who you are). sensitive fuckers. now i know why. it IS pretty good, i guess...and it complimented my fucked up sense of humor... and reaffirmed my heterosexual mancrush on zach braff ( Read more... )