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Some Complications..
Why do I have to be bi? Why can't I be straight? If there is a God why would she/he have me suffer with trying to figure things out and other things like my bipolar condition? I am just so very tired of being 'different!' I want to be so very normal - but I can't be - I have to be difficult ( Read more... ) -
Christmas Spirit???
I'm not much of a Catholic anymore. I've been in a funk about religion for the past couple of years and didn't want to admit it. I've considered myself at least Agnostic for the past couple of months. But Christmas is coming... and when Christmas is coming, I tend to go back to my religious background. I don't know why either ( Read more... ) -
Such a dork today!
First things first... HAPPY VETERANS DAY!!! Honor all those who have served today and everyday ( Read more... ) -
its been awhile
It's been awhile again since I've been on here ( Read more... ) -
a lot has happened
well a lot has happened since i posted in here last (almost three years ago ( Read more... ) -
A book fair is a nerdy girl's dream....
I was so happy today when I realized that the Public Library was holding their annual book fair, and I actually had off! I usually have to work, and this year for some unknown reason I have the day off to lounge and recover from my cold (which is fortunate for me ( Read more... ) -
A frog in my throat...
It appears that I have caught yet another cold. I thought at first that it was just allergies acting up, but I doubt that after a week of not feeling better with allergy medicine. I started with this really stuffy feeling, then a sore throat, then it evolved into a bad headache, sweating and a feeling of almost faintness ( Read more... ) -
Wanting to Slap your Spiritual Brothers and Sisters...
I look at myself and I realize that I have a long ways to go spiritually speaking. I see my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ kneeling before Mass praying their hearts and souls out to God, and sometimes I don't even know what to say to Him. Is it totally wrong to get jealous of someone else's ability to pray better than me? I think it is ( Read more... ) -
Suffering
Before finding faith in the Catholic Church I considered myself to be an Atheist, I now think that it was a little bit dramatic on my part. I didn't know anything about religion at all and just had this overwhelming feeling of doubt. I now think that maybe I was just Agnostic all along ( Read more... )
