It's time like these that I get to thinking about the future that drive me crazy. Everything is uncertain. Everything is vague. Everything is grey, it's not black nor white. Indecisiveness and doubt are just part of human nature that you cannot avoid even if you tried. We'll never know for certain where we will end up but we hope that if we follow ( Read more... )

Once again I'm waging this war against myself. There's a need for change but change what? i refuse to change myself for anyone. If you want a fairy tale where people meet and someone tries to change the other person and it works and it works and they live happily ever after then fine. But if you'd like to step into reality, I refuse to change for ( Read more... )

Can't wait for this year to be over. I need to fix the feng-shui of my room. that's my goal.

Art and love are the same thing: it's the process of seeing yourself in things that are not you

I guess its not fair to assume that people have the same logic as you. Maybe common sense isn't common at all. Maybe we just group together as a crowd because of like interests and we figure since we understand each other that everyone else should ( Read more... )

I've been dead tired the whole day. Yesterday was fun, I was training at my new job with my lovely muffin. I know I'm nuts for having two jobs but Jamie's simply won't pull me through with my new place. Speaking of which, it's finally done. I just need to clean it and move my stuff which is going to happen this Thursday, if I don't get called in ( Read more... )

I have this problem of being emotionally unavailable 99% of the time &&& not loving my boyfriend. (Or caring about him altogether). (&& making up lists of excuses not to go to his birthday on Sunday ( Read more... )

so my phone completely broke and i dont keep a phone book. so you can see how it would become a problem contacting people... you call me first =)

everyone's birthday falls in exactly a two week period in march. my only assumption is that everybody's parents for out for a celebratory summer fuck on bright june morning/day/night.

Trip. Slip. And Fall in love ( Read more... )