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Needing to do Something
I can't explain what happens to me in the small moments when I remember her. I am all sorts of emotion. I am anger, and sorrow, and calm, and filled with hope and loss of hope all at once. And I always come away from the moment wishing I could accomplish more. Wishing I could do SOMETHING.
It brings me back to the day I met Morgan. I was told she ( Read more... ) -
Admiting it for the first time.
This is all I am anymore. Small words on small pages waiting to be noticed by someone out there who doesn't mind that the pieces they see are just the bits I couldn't hide under the rug. I make a miracle happen every day and if fades into the dust as if it never happened at all. The moments come and pass and fade. I make the most of simple things. ( Read more... ) -
The most important moment of my life... in my pjs.
I couldn't figure out why he was so frantic to get up to the elven toast this weekend at con. I had to finish up with finding volunteers. I knew that bill wouldn't mind if we were a little late. But oh no... we had to go- NOW. Ryan rushed me up to the toast and seemed very relieved that we had made it in time. Slowly people trickled into the toast ( Read more... ) -
To all the ways you make me squee
It has been so long since I've written here. And it isn't because there has been nothing to say. But because the majority of my words are mushy babble about a certain someone who fills me with bubbly joy. And as much as I know everyone WANTS to hear about the wonderful man I am with- I feel like I shouldn't just type down all the ways he makes me ( Read more... ) -
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Real Love
Maybe I am allowed to be happy. Maybe I don't have to be looking for when it starts to fall apart ( Read more... ) -
Looking up.
In the last few months and into the next few months things are going my way. Finally ( Read more... )
