i think i am keeping my xanga journal for good but i will periodically come back to this one, to keep poetry or songs or something in it. so all of ya'll who love my, come visit my xanga journal!!
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=onlyposuersdie84

i am definitly the only person home on a saturday night. well, not true, sean is home, but wait, he's fucking his girlfriend so that doesnt count. damn. yeah definitly like my xanga more than this. it has more personalitly. so growl. sean came over a little while ago and we watched the breakfast club and ate cookie dough and brownie batter and i ( Read more... )

yes, once again i am grounded and carless. poop. i miss nathan. i want his screenname!!!! my groundation may not last that long yet i may never get my car back because my father is a souless nazi. i have really bad razorburn!! ouch!! hahah ya'll HAVE to see my homecoming pictures, they're hysterical, i look sooooo girlie! i never lokk girlie! ( Read more... )

ok so heres what happened when i got home. i got home beofe 8, mom was working late and tim was already home. he confronted me about missing school and i admitted to it, i mean hey they already know, so theres no point in lying. so i told them i had a panic attack and I COULDNT go in to the school and face people- brillinace i know. them my dad ( Read more... )

wow, yesturday was crazy. i went to nathans, i got there at abut 8 am. i had tim's credit card! so it started out, "sure nathan i'll buy you a hoodie, but nothing else." but how can i say no to that face? so by the end of the day i was up around $300. and my rents fund out that i skipped and my dad took away my car again. maybe for good. but i had ( Read more... )

yay!!! i went to nathans to pick up my guitar, he wasnt home but i got it, and then we went tot steves and he wasnt home. so i had the engenious idea to go to thte skate park and look for them. and steve was there!!! then athan was there!!!!! so we hung out at sycamore park for the rest of the day. caiti formerly met them. it was cool. caiti ( Read more... )

i just got back from our homecoming football game, in which we lost, to olentangy. sad, very. this was my first panther football game and i had fun. i think ill go again. i like being in the student section, but being alone sucks. i talked to Vanja, this serbain girl from my church that goes to Reynoldsburg and she knows who stevsta is! she said he ( Read more... )

i get my car back today!!! YAYYYYY!!! im going to go pick it up once mom gets home. i am feeling much better. homecoming is saturday and i bought my shoes last night. i cant wait to go bowling. i got cookie dough at the store last night!!! yayyy! im actually really excited about homecoming. more so though about bowling. we started our junior ( Read more... )

im in the library with reagan and as you could have guessed....im sick. I GET MY CAR BACK ON SATURDAY!!!!! yay! im going ot the football game on friday and then homecoming and bowling on saturday. im not going to my dads house. if you want to hang out with me early saturday give me a call (740)862-2337. but ill be (hopefully) with nathan, stevesta ( Read more... )

wow....last night was amazing. it was the rock against bush concert with midtown, strike anywhere, the AKAs and Anti-flag. it was awesme. i have never moshed so hard in my entire life. i even skanked for the first time! i got a lot of compliments from guys about 'you're kick ass in the pit' or shit like that. it made me feel good! and you'll never ( Read more... )