I don't wanna recap my year,cuz I don't usually do that. And 2005 wasn't a good year anyways, too much unhappiness and I have to let it go. I have to. New resolutions,study and work out like whoa,hopefully I can get a job and go home. I wanna go home.

I have been reading one semester about Transcendentalists in New England, and I hated it. It's funny how I sorta became one of them. Staying in BOston all by myself, totally depending on myself and trying to find my own identity. I have never lived just by myself before, I was never the independent kid in my family. I have to admit that I have ( Read more... )

I was walking along Comm. Ave this morning right after I cashed in the check. I was wishing to go to Num Pud and got some Pat Thai. When I walked there it was closed as well as the rest of Comm. Ave. It was a lonely street. It was another face of Comm. Ave. I haven't never seen it like that before. As soon as I found out the closure of Num Pud, I ( Read more... )

Apparently I noticed that I just post when I am not in a good mood. I do not know why, do I not tend to memorize the good things but the bad ones? Why? I do not know to myself ( Read more... )

I lost my credit card again, Again. I know, it's stupid, it's extemely unacceptable. I left it in the machine again, once again I was in a hurry. Before the JSA thing, I left it in the machine at GSU. I didn't know what to do, I cancelled the card, but I was upset really upset. cuz I didn't know how to tell my dad. He will be so pissed off ( Read more... )

I don't think I am a not reliable person, I don't think I am an irresponsible person. If it's my fault I would totally make it up, no matter what. I don't borrow money from ppl, I don't like to ask my friends for help,'cuz I don't like to bother ppl. But if they need help, I would love to offer ( Read more... )

I know you are around here somewhere ( Read more... )

Hello Sunshine is definitely my obsession this week, not that I am a big fan of Super Furry Animals, but it is a really good song. It's very chill , the intro sample is the highlight, because it sounds more floaty and new ageish, and the semi-sad lyrics makes the intro part really moody. The verse and the chrous are sorta different, the tone ( Read more... )

I was told that I should be vain instead of being nice, 'cuz it's lame ( Read more... )

Summer vacation killed me, it killed us ( Read more... )