I still miss him and I can't quite figure out why. I'm not sure if its because I broke his heart or ruined the dreams we made so quickly... I do love Cody but am I doing this because its comfortable? Instead of starting a new life... I went back to the only thing I know. Am I settling?
So, yesterday was a weird day. I didn't want to go to the visitation, I didn't want to see her like that. It was disturbing & it made me feel sick to my stomach. The whole thing just made me feel sick
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Hi, I'm not writing in this anymore. If you really want to know how I feel, how I'm doing and what I'm doing.... leave a comment & ask for my deadjournal. It's not friends only. Bye.