uh its been a good 5 months since i've updated. and my life hasnt really changed that much sadly. i may begin to update this again to get my aggravations out, we'll see how it goes...girls are confusing, why...?

ok guys so i got a myspace....check it out

http://www.myspace.com/12655387

so last night was the spree and the fireworks. i went with ken, and we met up with like kelly liz lauren alison josh blake etc. it was crazy too because i saw a lot of church people there, it was pretty exciting i must say. coming to l-town, now they're never gonna leave haha...um then there was this one girl, wilkie...yeah shes like totally into ( Read more... )

this is a new one, never seen it before ( Read more... )

ok, that last entry...yeah just forget about that because i've realized that it doesnt matter to me. she wasnt right for me at all. the way that shes treating me right now tells me that we wouldnt have been good together anyways, because she has no idea whats going on. after all, who needs a girl that breaks up with them online? im sorry that it ( Read more... )

and so it ends...6-16-05 :-(

what a way to kick off my summer

( read it and weep )

6-14-05 :-)

things could definately shape up very soon...remember those options i was talking about? yeah definately awesome...i'll update later :-)

why do i do this to myself?....it didnt work out, it wont work out. sorry that all of you have to read my lame ass bitching, but this is how i vent. but probably not anymore. i dont want to feel anything anymore, no emotion at all. i want to be void of emotion. its just not worth it to get hurt so many times...