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I am going to leave Montana in june. I have no need to be here anymore. Im stopping my personal exile because I know my lessons are beyond learned and I can let go of the guilt. I've got my license back, even a vehicle, everything is legit. Im heading back east to New England, where I will get to know my father and start a life I can be proud of. ( Read more... ) -
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Had a minor surgery not to long ago. Was supposed to solve a continuous bleeding issue, but the bleeding is still occurring... Dr. Skipper has ne on flagyl for an antibiotic to see if its just an infection.... but it feels its not helping. If this doesn't pass, he's gonna schedule a colonoscopy after the 31st. Never had discomfort like this... I ( Read more... ) -
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Idess, Laser, I have overcome cigarettes. It has taken a few years. But I am off them. You want proof, I've got it. -
never again
Just a few more months to go, not gonna reach my monetary goal, but thats alright. Will have enough to move. heres the never again part, three jobs. Mcdonalds as a manager, 40 hrs a week, big ticket as a cashier, 10 to 20 hrs a week, and an independent machine shop as a gopher, grunt and whatnot, 20 to 40+. Whats sleep again? heh. Tomorrow work 7 ( Read more... ) -
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never want to pay rent here again, ceiling not fixed and ceiling still leaking, in more spots now. Im fucking pissed, they "spaced" it while I was gone. I can't wait to move... really I can't. at least some free rent. -
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Cant sleep x.x, want to take the AK and open up on the three bars on the corner, there fucking music is blasting and its nearly 1:30. Cops have been there several times picking off drunk drivers, so you hear there frickin warning siren ( Read more... ) -
Im still alive
im gonna try my best to update here as much as I can, not really used to doing this since nothing interesting happens in my life lol. Lets see whats happened since I last updated... Got a new apartment, a big one :). Made management at mcdonalds and get paid vacations along with some damn good benefits. Visited Glacier national park, though wasnt ( Read more... ) -
dont feel so lonely anymore :)
Amy let me adopt Panther, a nine month old german shepherd wolf cross. Will try to post pics soon, heh... theres actually life in the apartment lol. He is very friendly, a little handshy, and very relaxed. -
I miss you all so very much...
*sighs* it is truelly lonely here in Montana...I havent much to right about... but have been doing a lot of thinking... To all who will still listen, I miss you so much. I get through my days with the thoughts of those I truelly care about.