whoa so its been a while since i've written. spring semester went by faster than i thought i guess. a lot of shit happened too. like i started dating the guy gina was in love with, but he turned out to be a real dud and left me hanging. then i started talking to garrett again. worst mistake everrrr. took him to formal and actually kinda started ( Read more... )

its so weird that its 2007. it just feels weird, like its the futture or something. ha i know that sounds dumb but it really does....2006 was an interesting year. full of a lot of hard times, so i feel like 2007 is going to be a smooth ride, or at least i plan to make it like that. last night i hung out with danielle and kaitlin and we went to this ( Read more... )

i cant believe the year is almost over! i swear lately years and semesters and months pass by like nothing. my sister and i were looking at jobs/apartments for me whenever i move away. its crazy to think that by this time next year, i will know where i want to go or where i def will be going. its scary but exciting at the same time. i finally ( Read more... )

i'm sad....

so its fall. i can always tell when its fall because the leaves start to turn those colors, and everything seems to be prettier because you know soon winter will be here when everything is so dark and gloomy. school is so hard. its starting to make me so tired because i feel like i'm so busy studying for it all the time. but its not that bad i ( Read more... )

i wonder if i'll ever truly get over this. i wonder if i'll ever be the same? or maybe this whole thing has changed me for the better. i know i'm the better person in this all, but will i ever trust anyone again? how can i...the one person i thought would never let me down did. i dont even know him anymore and its so weird, to think of how ( Read more... )

if i could choose one point in my life to do a little fast forwarding it would be now. i'm so sick of this gina and garrett thing controlling me. so annoying. and now my friends are getting mad at me because i never want to do anything with sigma chi. but can you blame me? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

so pre rush is this week and its sucks like all hell. girls bitching and complaining all the time. but besides that its not so bad. my dad is mad at me and wants me to drop bc he thinks its stupid but he can kiss my ass. i'm so over him ( Read more... )

i'm so excited about tomorrow its not even funny. at the same time i'm alittle anxious though too. i mean it seems like i've been away for so long. but i'm ready for a new year, a new life. one that doesnt involve guys that treat me like shit. one that involves friends i can really count on. i think i was just so desperate for friends last year i ( Read more... )

i hate this. i hate being jealous but not really being all that jealous. he's dating one of my sorority sisters. is he doing it to piss me off or hurt me? or does he really think that it doesnt bother me?! or maybe this is all for the reason of me showing everyone...no matter how many times i get pushed down and fall on my ass, expect me to get ( Read more... )