sorry i have not updated for a while. i have been so busy with school, friends, and partying. things with tylor and i are going great. i could not have asked for anything better. foodwise- its been tough, i have to admit but im trying. my clothes are getting looser on me which is good but at the same time, im afraid that i wont be able to stop ( Read more... )

im down to 112 lbs:D....i've been trying not to weigh myself as often, but it was very hard. it seems that my weight loss has been less rapid, i guess that is what they call plateauing...davie and i got into a fight this week so i used it as my opportunity to brake up with him. tylor was happy to hear i am all his again lol...i did not get as ( Read more... )

the movie was really good. not as scary as i imagined it would be, but it was still really cool! and i was right about the popcorn thing. he asked me if i wanted to share a large with him. i just told him i was not hungry but he insisted on getting me something so i told him to buy me some candy and water. candy is a "safe" food for me, as ( Read more... )

so it has been decided Tylor and i are going to see that emily rose movie that has come out...im like super super excited...we're going tomorrow night! he's so fucking hot man....i cant beleive he actaully asked ME out! i just feel a little guilty because im sort of cheating on Davie:P....imagine if Davie shows up at the movie theatre and sees me ( Read more... )

ok... i have decided to kick this eating disorder in the ass and get better! today, i am going to make sure i ate 2000 cals! i know that if i put my mind to it, i will be able to achieve my goal!:D.... school has been very good. the most popular guy in school asked me to go out with him to watch a movie this weekend. my bf, who goes to a ( Read more... )

surprisingly i barely got any homework today....:D:D:D but other than that, my day was fine. i didn't eat lunch at school. i found it to be very hard, especially in front og my friends. i keep on thinking that they must think i am a fat pig if i eat. i can not afford to gain any weight:(

school is really stressing me out man. i can't take it anymore. i don't know how i can become that lawyer my whole family is pressuring me to be! i need some advice...

today i weighed myself and was so happy 2 c that i lost 6 lbs in 2 weeks! i'm now 114 and am 5'7. ! my bf came over last night and we had sex. i felt better in my body than other times. i think it had to do with the weight loss:)