I just did what I think is the right and most kind thing to do for both of us. I sent Ryan an email saying I did not think there was a future for us and that maybe we should have some space for a couple months to continue to deal with that ( Read more... )

I decided to go back on weightwatchers today. its one of those awful decisions that make you feel good because you're finally doing something about being 40 lbs overweight if not more and feel gross that you've let it get that bad to begin with. We always look for excuses on why we let ourselves not take good care of our bodies, like I'm stressed ( Read more... )

I've never been one who is very good at writing thoughts down. I try, but my entries tend to be gossipy (nothing wrong with that but...), or just me saying I have nothing to say.... But my flatmate has been keeping an anonymous blog lately- which I get to read. Its a tale of her many adventures. It's mostly for her own purposes, but it would be ( Read more... )

The next month or so is shaping up to be one of the most wonderful in a while! I'm finally feeling moderately healthy (ignore the occasional cough behind the curtain)! and For the next week give or take a few days I'm visiting with some of my best friends in the world, Chelsea, Amy and Lani. There those types of friends that you know you'll always ( Read more... )

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)
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I have begun watching the L Word- which is a dangerous show to watch when your boyfriend is thousands of miles away. It confuses me and also in a way invigorates me. I hate being so affected by a television show but still- that show has very raw emotions and their characters are real, stereotyped but still very real. Tina is pure warmth and of ( Read more... )

The Menu ( Read more... )

Aaaaaarg. Yes so the stereotype that British men are sexy with accents and all nice and polite. Bullshit. Well at least the trumpet and trombone players at RAM aren't so much. In the trumpet department there are perhaps 2 female players and no women in the trombone department, and one female tubist- so as you can imagine quite often the entire ( Read more... )

The Mamas and the Papas are the PERFECT wake up CD. They make you cheerful for the day- not so much to leave the flat, but cheerful is an important step for the day! So I'm going overboard in planning for the 2 weeks in orlando- I still have, oh, FIVE WEEKS until I get there. haha I blame my father is intense with the whole 'what's the plan?!' Its ( Read more... )

So some things I like about living in London ( Read more... )