My summer so far has been a lot more fun than expected, I'm keeping pretty busy visiting with friends, old and new, and working out, shopping, job-hunting, sleeping... lounging around too of course. I'm feeling a lot better about the job situation, well, more apathetic at least. I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't when it comes to jobs, so I just ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow is my last day of college I guess. I don't know what I'm doing Monday... well I know I'm moving home, but you know what I mean, I don't have anything lined up. I'm waiting to hear from this really cool internship, I'll see if they got my shit this week, last week was too crazy ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile.. at this point it's a little awkward posting daily routines or even what's new.. which is funny since i posted everyday when i first got lj freshman years. Anyway, things are going pretty good I guess.. nothing horrible by any means, except for normal anxiety about future plans, which happens to all seniors. Poor us... ( Read more... )

GOD yesterday was awful. Thursday night a few of us went to RIBCO and got crab rangoon as usual afterwards... then I fell asleep not feeling well, but not because of alcohol, I only had 4 drinks, and then in the middle of the night I started throwing up every hour :( Then I woke up Friday throwing up again... I was basically nauseous all day, ( Read more... )

I've been feeling very nostalgic lately... and it really depresses me. Does this happen to anyone else? They hear a song or a phrase or just some weird thing that reminds them of a really happy memory, but you just feel sad that it's in the past and will never be the same again. This happens especially when the seasons change and you sit back and ( Read more... )

Remember when I said that soon enough I'll fuck things up? Well I have, but not exactly. See, I've learned that just because a relationship doesn't work out, it's not necessarly MY fault. There's no use in blaming me. Me and Steve aren't seeing each other anymore. Duh, you probably figured that out by the first sentence. But I'm not going to sit ( Read more... )

Not in the greatest mood.. last night in IM softball I caught a fly ball at shortstop and it jammed my left ring finger pretty bad.. I thought it might be broken but everyone said it probably wasnt.. but it hurts really bad and i can barely move it.. needless to say, typing is not easy right now.. which sucks b/c i have lots of things to type in ( Read more... )

Thank God I am DONE with winter term finally! Now that I look back, these were definitely the hardest classes I've ever taken.. three 300 level classes (social ethics is 200 but trust me it's 300 level work) all with huge papers and hard tests.. except for Wee's class I guess lol. But anyway, I finally finished everything up.. I'm not too confident ( Read more... )

I swear to god, it seems like so many close friends are going through hard times right now and receiving bad news... it really sucks and I feel completely helpless :( and I really feel awful for them and I want to help them and talk to them, but you all know that I suck at giving advice or words of comfort. Ugh, I just really really hate to see so ( Read more... )

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