I can not believe I still have a LJ Account and its still on here, haha ( Read more... )

I know nobody reads this shit, but I just thought I would get on here to, I dont know I guess write ( Read more... )

Dreams in a way are very cruel you know ( Read more... )

Its so new.... Someone who treats me nice.. Its a little scary at times though. I am so used to guys like Chad, Jason, and Cory. I dont know how to feel right now ( Read more... )

Someday this will be better right? Someday my life will be ok..

I cant wait to get out on my own, Hopefully my mom does come soon and I can get the hell out of here.

So Chad got Jason to call me again.... asshole number 2....
God they are both fucking pricks......
I need a new life....

So really nothing is much better than it was a few days ago. Chad is up my ass doing everything he can to try to talk to me... I cant do this. I really cant ( Read more... )

Life is pretty much shit. As always, I haven't updated in a while because there really isn't much to say. My life is the same as always, same shit just a differnt day ( Read more... )

Welcome back to my shitty ass life. Home life is worse that ever. Everything is just seeming to fall apart. Oh well I will write more monday. Later guys!!

I am clueless on what to do with my life. I was driving home from work a few days ago, and I was thinking, God, what is stoping me from just turning this steering wheel into the on-coming lane of traffic and killing myself ( Read more... )

This is going to be my life ( Read more... )