Well Shit. I am so happy I am moving but I can't help but still be bummed ( Read more... )

Whut up Bitches and Hoes ( Read more... )

Ok so I am back. So here is what has been going down. Chris is really with alyssa now and no way in hell do I want him back anyways. I deserve someone who really cares about me. It still makes me upset to think about how he lied but oh well, I guess God has a better plan for me ( Read more... )

Well life has been shit as normal. But one thing cool is coming out of it. I am moving in less than a month to Deltona. So that is cool. Hopefully maybe I can see Spencer more often and the band too. Anywho I really gotta go I will write more tomorrow, later freaks

It's complete madness, what I feeling right now. For the past month ever since me and Chris broke it off, I have had to fight everyday with myself just to be able to get up in the morning. I have been so depressed. So I got out and saw some old friends. It was awesome seeing my friends. And I knew that when I saw Spencer I was going to be crazy for ( Read more... )

THANK GOD I AM ALIVE ( Read more... )

What the hell am I going to do. Well, lets start from the beginning here, starts good ends bad ( Read more... )

I am sick of the facade I have to put on everyday just so everyone leaves me the fuck alone. I just put this fake mask on and no one asks any questions. I have to pretend I am happy, and that I am not hurting. I don't even want to get out of bed anymore. I am trying so hard to be strong, and I actually think I am doing very well ( Read more... )

Could be better, but could be a lot worse. I mean its all over and done with, but everytime I see him the heartache takes over inside all over again. I don't know what to do. All I want is a man, and I mean MAN, to love me for me, and make me happy. Not some immature boy who thinks he is a man. I want to smile everyday knowing I am going to see ( Read more... )