Oh my God. I am just so upset right now, I don't even know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was mothers day. Just another day? That is what I thought, until I didn't have one with my oldest kids ( Read more... )

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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Nothing has come of what I talked about in my last update. I think he is just sugar coating it, because I pushed to talk about what was wrong. I hate when he does that. Nothing gets said until he cant hide it any longer then he explodes again. I don't know ( Read more... )

I am so upset and not sure how to react. About 2 weeks ago, Jay told me he was "bored".? First thing in my head...is it me, the kids, or our life together in general. Instead of picking up the banjo or cartooning books or even playing poker (which we know he loves) he gets pissed off and moody and mopes around the house ( Read more... )

thanks mary for the icon. it is so sweet. guess now I am a geek, I feel smarter. :)

In the past two months Ive become more sensitive to certain situations than before. I am not depressed or anything like that. Heres the situation... I was taking a l-cart back to the back room..as I was walking by the milk cooler there were 2 boys, maybe 11-14, they had their shopping cart in the middle of the isle (most do) and all of a sudden the ( Read more... )

Well J is gone to Rugs house, Steve and Trin is at their dads and Wyatt and Porter are watching Shark Boy and Lava Girl. So it seems I have sometime to update ( Read more... )

Ok its been so long since I updated I have to remember how...lol. My christmas was great. I got a nice zip up sweater and perfume from my in-laws, I got a warm blanket from mary, a awesome set of candles from colleen, and J and I got a gift card (too much) to Olive Garden... and cant wait to use it! The kids got way too many toys and its driving me ( Read more... )

"A Far Rockaway father who fought successfully to gain custody of his 7-year-old daughter has now been accused of beating her to death...."..."An autopsy concluded the 50-pound child had died of blunt trauma to the torso, and had an injury so severe that her small intestine was lacerated...." "Roberts, 43, did not get custody at that time, but won ( Read more... )