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He did not like me. That was abundantly clear.
While I'm sure not everyone in my life has liked me, this bothered me. Not just that he disliked me, but that he was so adamant about it. Oh sure, he was cooperative, would do what I asked, even did it with a smile.
But he just did not like me.
Someone said to me, "It's not that he doesn't like you, ( Read more... ) -
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I will write again about farts and incontinent animals and the improbable lightness of being incontinent beings witth nuclear boogers that drive internal combustion vehicles that work only by magic.
Please stand by.
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It's like a flood, and it doesn't stop, won't stop. The memories keep coming and coming and they hit me, slap me...and it's like I'm doing penance for every bad thing I've ever done. -
Is it live or memorex? Or a possum?
It's been nearly a year, and I can finally speak of the great evil I endured in my own backyard, on a dark and stormy night on a blustery evening while lightning exploded across the sky and the wind whipped the waves hard against the rocks and sand, as comets pummeled the frozen tundra and a thousand nuclear warh...
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Midnight
Sleep calls your name
Look left, look right
Empty
Emptier
Crave warmth
Crave touch
Look left, look right
Waiting the sound
Voices that never come
Voices that were
But no longer come
Look left, look right
Breathe
Wait
Pray
Fingers laced on your lap
Pray
For what?
Look left, look right
Whispered prayers
Whispered wishes
Hope upon hope
Until finally
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Shhh
Quiet, hold your breath
For fear you'll be heard
Or seen
No more words
Leave them at the door
Walk in shadows
Hold your breath
Hold your words
And hide
Show nothing
Know nothing
Hold it all at bay
Deep inside
Bury it
And
Hide
Shhh
Say no more
Live no more
Royalty has decreed
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Isn't a grounded ceiling just a floor?
A week ago this last Sunday, the power went out during a storm. It was out for nearly 18 hours. That meant the a/c didn't work, no internet, no watching tv with a digital tv converter, no movies...and no sump pump ( Read more... ) -
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I miss you, and you...and somehow I'm just supposed to...deal with that, live that. And somehow life is just supposed to just keep moving, keep churning...instead, I just feel kicked, over and over ( Read more... ) -
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And there are nights where your body cries, you soul suddenly quiet and all you hear is a heartbeat. Not yours, but another's heartbeat/..your heart busy, crying, "Why not me?"