alright guys, i know it's been awhile since i've been able to update this, but for those of you that are still interested in the happenings of my life... here we go ( Read more... )

sorry that this hasn't been updated in quite awhile. i've been pretty busy with things, but at the same time, i just didn't feel like updating this. it takes time, and it can be really hard to multi-task sometimes ( Read more... )

to many, this is not actually the first day of christmas break. to me, however, it is. you see, when matt was in town, wed., thur. and fri. didn't seem much like a christmas break because with matt being in town for so few days, we tried to pack those days with fun-filled events. but, now he's gone, and i'm thrown into a "normal" schedule. i ( Read more... )

matt had been in town for like, 5 days until today. it was amazing, and i'm so happy and thankful he was able to come home. but, today he left. we spent pretty every waking moment together, and it was wonderful. for anyone who doesn't know yet, matt and i are now engaged. he proposed wednesday night, and of course, i accepted. ya'll should ( Read more... )

the title above best describes my moods throughout the day ( Read more... )

today basically sucked, and right now i'm feeling boiled anger and frustration ( Read more... )

hey ya'll ( Read more... )

well, good early morning to all of ya'll, but in my mind, this is just a continuance of dec. 4th, b/c i haven't gone to bed yet. really, nothng too exciting has gone on in these past few days. i wasn't online last night because i was on the phone all night to matt, kinda like how i was most of today, with the exception of the 4 hours he was on ( Read more... )

so, it's been a few days since my last post. i'm pretty tired, but if i don't do this now, i'll never get aroound to it, and then all of you will be deprived of the status of my days. we wouldn't want that to happen, now would we ( Read more... )

hey everybody. i hope ya'll are doing pretty well. i'm stressing out here, myself. and, i have this really weird anxious feeling. i don't quite know why, but i think it's a conglomoration of multiple things that i've just procrastinated or forgotten about until recently. i guess the only way to start is from the top, though ( Read more... )