I'm just tired of the game. I'm tired of the rat race. I'm tried of making decisions.

You're scared? Seriously. Don't you think that every day when I wake up I'm scared? Every day is another opportunity for what little is left of my life to come crashing down around me, I'm terrified! Fuck this.

It's been quite the ride. For one, I wasn't even supposed to end up in Virginia Beach. As a result of that I ended up in Florida. Now, I'm at a total loss ( Read more... )

The next couple of days will change everything. I think we all know that plans change, people change, and the course of your life can change all in a few moments. Still, the important thing to keep in mind is that very few things in life are permanent. The change that is about to take place can just as easily become something else altogether, ( Read more... )

Interesting things have been happening and I had a very fun week and weekend thanks to some new friends. That is hardly the point, though. What is the point? Dating ( Read more... )

I guess I don't have to bake a cake this year.

Family weekend is finally over. The grandparents were in Greenville so it was a particularly taxing family time. Lucky for me, all we basically did was play Wii Fit. We're incredibly competitive for some reason ( Read more... )

I'm bored and annoyed these days. I feel like I've become awkward around groups of people. I can't tell if it's because I don't really drink that much anymore or if it's because I tend to keep to myself so much lately. I guess if I really think about it, it's just because of the situation more than a shift in my personality ( Read more... )

I was watching TV yesterday and some random commercial reminded me of when Evan and I moved out of our apartment. I moved out about a month before he did, but I helped him move out. I have no idea why I bothered, but I did. Anyway, after everything was out of the apartment we stood in the empty kitchen sharing a beer. It was like a scene from a ( Read more... )

So, the holiday season has passed. I can't say I really ever felt the Christmas spirit or any of the warm fuzzies that come with this time of year. I guess I'm not surprised ( Read more... )