I have remembered. i have found something to die for. it has always been there, but it's good to remember purpose. I am for you, I am for everyone, and in the middle both shall be attained. Perhaps some of the blindness if lifting, perhaps not, but it's good to remember that something was there. That something is true in darkness, and that the ( Read more... )

why do I even try. Every time I try to think I can feel again, try to breath. It slits my neck. I'm sick of it. I never have gotten the hint. And I never wished to get the less than suttle hints lifes been giving me, but it might just stick this time.

When the fuck did I get so blind. I can't see it anymore. Damn summer, I never wished for this, I never wished for this. I hate feeling so mundane. I hate feeling so human, so weak. I just hate this. All of this. I hope I get the other back soon. I know the fairy's miss me and the dragons call my name. But I can't hear the tears or the screams and ( Read more... )

My insanity is ripe.

Pick if you will. It might be unteresting.

Sonic Youth played at the Point. It fucking rocked. they played 2 encores. It was cool. Yah so that's pretty much the jist of my night.

I only killed the ones that deserved it.

Disposable skin
so flawed it's true, but at least
I know I'm being used

I can't wait to build never neverland. My version. And your all welcome.

Why the fuck do I still go to the club? I mean really, the only thing to do there is drink and see freinds, but I can do both outside of the club without all the damn stupid drama that people cause. Stupid people trying to drag me into their problems. Stupid stuff. Oh well I think I have a date on Friday, so if that goes well then screw the club, ( Read more... )

so bored, can't believe sleeping is better than any of the other options I have. this sucks. Alot. Damn sobriety, why do I want you for now. I mean, you'll just leave me again soon and I'll end up like last Saturday, and probabley this Saturday. Damn.

this is a test.

What the fuck happened. I should prolly just kill everything inside. Like the good old days, when caring was posh or something.