what the hell

[corprealclegg]

Why the fuck can't i just play? Is that really too much to ask. It's all i do, it's all i can even come close to having, and even then it's always slipping out of my reach. It's all i can love. Why can't I even have this? just this? Is it greedy of me to want to play? To be a part of music, to be CONSUMED by, to BECOME music. is it too much

Comments

[punchnpie]

#1 thank you for writing in your livejournal to let me know you are still alive.
#2 dude, seriously, i love you, haven't talked to you in a few months so i'm not really in any spot to give advice but i think you just need to take a deep breath and step back. i really want you to be happy.
#3 explosions in the sky=awesome

[corprealclegg]

ya, i realized after i wrote it that it was a steaming pile of fears and regrets, but i suppose i needed to just get it out of my head. And i do miss you and could always use good advice from a good friend. i just recently discovered explosions in the sky's awesomeness. miss you love.

-josh

[so_short_emmy]

so you may die an old fool, but you wont be alone. you'll have emmypants.
and second, i love you and we need to hang out soon cause i havent had any josh time in like 900 years.
i love you josh