"but once I let go
of trying to shove puzzle pieces
in places that did not fit,
once I let go of all the hate
I secretly had stored in the
gashes that decorate my heart

I met you."

You have never really lived until you have done something for someone who can never repay you.

I haven't written an entry in over two years. I never knew an ache could exist so deeply in my heart. I never knew the feeling of my world crashing to the ground around me. Until now.
My life will never be the same.

There are moments when I wish that you were still my best friend - times I wish that I could rely on you to be there, like you used to. You've said horrible things about me, things I know were said simply as a result of pain; but I've never faltered your name - not once. I'm sorry I never loved you the way you wanted. However, that doesn't change ( Read more... )

i've been so m.i.a.
all the time


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why must it be so cold in the D? why did I have to come back?

its just a body of years that I leave all alone
just a body of years now a pile of bones
like a sheet of veneers, each a piece of my soul
like a pile of shit, I cant seem to forget
just a body of years that I leave all alone
tell tale diary pages, they unveil a ghost from the ages
when bodies of years were breaking
from all of the weight of diary pages
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Picture blog - I have had a crappy day and fear I would be tempted to delete this entry in the near future if I tried to write my feelings. enjoy.


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