how long as it been, damn long enough. I'm bored dammit, I'm writing a goddam book, no seriously. ha. got new e-mail, if all you wangs wanna e-mail me my e-mail is npw massagemyass@yahoo.com. And yes I'm dead damn serious. I'm gunna go pee now, lates

Life is so stupid. What happened to me? I don't really know. all I know is that I'm out of my house for good and I'm never going back. It's for good and there's nowhere for me to go. I used to be this completley normal person, but now I'm all f-ed up. All I care about is sares, des and brandon and everyone else can basically kiss my ass. I don ( Read more... )

ha, I'm happy ( Read more... )

I'm just chillin at ashes house doing just about nothing, and the funny thing is that we're both broke so there really is NOTHING to do. So, I guess we'll see. she doesn't even have a lot of money to get us to the beach and back. so, oh well, well yesterday I saw How to lose a guy in 10 days, it was really funny and it was sooo hilarious I ( Read more... )

wowowowow.. I went to oceanside with my da today and we went to angelos and we went to the harley staore and we went to the hot rod thing down in temecula and i tried tocall ashy tooooday but she hasn't called me back :-( supposed to see the recruit, but I'm thinking i don't wanna, I wanna chill with ash. thats aboot it. oh and ohhh never mind.

Someone i knows favorite word...............well thats what I'm feeling right about now. I hate that guy. I'm so sick of this shit. I getted stepped on and stepped on and stepped on. If I don't vent I feel like I'm going to cry. So vent or cry- i choose vent because I've cried way too much lately. What the fuck is wrong with me right now. ( Read more... )

Thats been my main probalem lately. will someone tell me why i always back out of things even when i know i don't want to. does anyone else ever get that feeling when even though its somethig they want they never go for it or they back out because they have no balls. its valentines day and i hate valentines day, call me whatever you want but i ( Read more... )

I think its funny how i change my moods so quick, and in case i forget later on in life.... I am the luckiest girl alive, oh yea, if shit goes sour, I have everything I think I've ever wanted and also, if people tell you that there is no such thing as a fullfilled life, then I'm sorry but they have some serious sokage up their ass. I don't know ( Read more... )

Well, this is lame because i can only stay on the internet for 15 minutes because my mom is abitch, but oh well right? what can you do? Anyways, things are pretty dumd and depressing right now. I wish I wasn't so fucked up. Cuz i am. OKay well, I'm going to go read now and sleep probably because thats what i do when this shit happens.

ha! today was funnnn. me and justin declared war on each other and well, so far I have won, I got him in the face with a spray bottle and then today after school, me and sara got his parking space at his house! ha, i win. Tomorrow will be even funner, just you wait. It'll prolly be all around school by the end of the day. At least, hopefully it ( Read more... )