It's been a while since I've updated. Let's see......what did I miss? I turned 20 in July. I wasn't really looking forward to it, so it was sorta a drag. To celebrate, I got high and saw Harry Potter and Order of the Phoenix ( Read more... )

I leave for California tomorrow. Let's see how quickly I get drunk when I get there.

Planning. I'm horrible at it. Everything I plan goes to hell because I'm such a bad planner. No wonder everyone hates me.

I'm sick of getting my, and other's, hopes up. I just want to sit down in the street and give up.

I need to get high, but I can't.

Forgive me.

I'm starting to wonder what I'm becoming. I think it's horrible.

"I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out."

I never expected to find myself listening to old Green Day again.

I'll be in Phoenix from Thursday til Tuesday, so if you need to get ahold of me....you're fucked.

Nerdcore. Seriously. FTW.

I actually do have something to say. The problem lies in that I'm not sure anyone wants to or even deserves to hear it. I'm not going to say it here; it's not something I can really put into words anyway. It'd take more than words on a page to get it out ( Read more... )

I'm an alcoholic. Forgive me.

I need some new clothes. I'm starting to run out. Also, books would be nice. I'm bored as fuck. Um, I'm not really eating. RadioShack is ok. Next week is Hot Friday, Hot, Saturday, and Hot Sunday. Everything is on sell. I should have my paycheck by then. Rad.

I have a pack full of cigarettes and no lighter. I have no open flame whatsoever. So I now have a pack of $2 (OMG Native Americans make my world go round, cheap and tax free cigs ftw) cigarettes taht I can't even smoke. So basically it's tobacco wrapped in some papers, in a box, serving no purpose whatsoever. Well, outside of pissing me off. But at ( Read more... )