tonight is the band meeting that was supposed to start over an hour ago. hopefully it goes well. god its ackward going over to matt's...i walk in and everyone's having a blast that i want to be a part of so much but i have no idea of where to start. its not like no one wants me to be there, but at the same time i feel like i don't belong there, ( Read more... )

don't know what to say except i got really shit faced did really fucking stupid things and me and kelley are no more.
yet, there may be some hope of us getting back together in the future. suprisingly i'm ok. and by ok i'm not back in the goddamn pavilion. i'm so broken right now. i don't know what i'd do w/o God.

max might quit the band...my life as i know it might be over...God help us. what am i going to do if i can't be a fucking musician...fuck..fuck...fuck.

we're going on tour in jan. w/this bitter sky...good times...i have a feeling this tour will change my life and the people i want to be with dramatically...we shall see.

yea, so i got a job at long john silvers again. i haven't worked there in two years and this time i'll be cooking. thank God for a job. its soooooooo fuckin great even though its fast food i don't care cause i really really needed one so maybe now i can actually save some money to move to austin. ;)

i do not have a quarter inch tube stuffed down my throat. i do not have new cuts. i have everything i could need righta now 'cept for a goddamn job.

i love my girlfriend...i want to move to austin...i want a new life. how easily are we ensnared in our old habits....

looks like i failed my algebra class for this summer...dammit. oh well, i just won't tell any colleges that it happened or something. i'm gonna try and get an apartment w/ferg in 'rillo. we'll see how that goes

we re-learned cops shuts us down(in central park) and cowboys and indians...cept i think we're gonna rename them since those names are gay as hell. we're playing a show saturday @ the pod if anyone wants to come out. i think i'm gonna have to call deebo and see if he'll let me use his XXL unless anyone on here has a better head i can use. incase ( Read more... )

dear jesus the new underoath makes me wet. i know its been a while since i posted so i'll update whoever keeps up w/this noise. i'm going to college in chicago this fall at moody bible college, tGh is back together and rockin again....but sadly not for too much longer obviously b/c i'll be like 18 hours away. :( things are going good for me.