Alright... hmm WOW.... I havent updated in 2 weeks. I havent even bothered coming on here. Because I finally realized all LJ is is a place where GIRLS that THRIVE on DRAMA can talk there shit and get into other peoples buisness. Seriously, I havent done anything or said anything about anyone... but considering you dont know me AT ALL I guess you'd ( Read more... )

Well I have been grounded for the just bout 2 weeks. So I havent been up to much. But saterday was ungrounded fer a day and be grounded for next staterday. So got up in the mornin, baught jewelry, flower fer the hair, and shoes...got home, got ready, then my aunt said she needed her hair done and her friends, then meg needed hers done too, but I ( Read more... )

Hmm well... This week has been going perrtty good. Been trying to keep up on homework n what not so im actually gettn an A right now in math wich would be a first. Started a poem for the generes in english. Practice was easy. Prom is soooo Close! And im done hostessing! So (Knock on Wood) things are lookin better. My dad is even lettn me trade this ( Read more... )

    Well hmm friday came n went. Sat at home being grounded, but ma gurl Ambi kept me company. No track meet this mornin and no work, so dont get to leave the house again today. There is more I sopose I could say...but its all been said before so I really shouldnt waist my time... Just being grounded is depressing and frustrating, considering I ( Read more... )

Well huh what can I say without complainin.  Hmm lol... well voc. was fine, 4th hour fine, 5th hour make up test (failed) took 2 more 0's on assignments, another F on the report card. 6th hour fine. Practice easy, helped out at middle school meet. Then came home completely depressed the mood, as soon as I walk into the door. Ma asks "Courtney how ( Read more... )

 WOW...could this week possibly get any better?!? Couldnt finish my book last night, SO TIRED lately. So I was gunna get up early so I could do math review cause yeah im like failing that. NOPE couldnt wake up. So then finally drug myself outa bed, went to dentist app. everything looks good as far as that goes, and my bro n dad had App.'s too so ( Read more... )

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Well stuff has changed lots just from last night. For the better I believe. I feel like I can breathe a lil easier now.... Definitly can learn from this mistake....  even tho things werent as bad as they seemed im completely sorry for it all. But either way... went to voc. which at first I was dreading but then everything turned out to be O.K. Then ( Read more... )

Well dksajdlfkj....  aughh seriously just shoot me. Hmmm I dunno.  Just cant wait to be done with school, done with everything. Im scared in a way but just needs to happen. Felt like total S today. Dont really know what to say. Im so lost. I frickn always do this to myself. I luv gettn myself into S like this. I dont know what to do. And I just ( Read more... )

Well today was better than I thought it would be.  Voc was a lil lonely feeln without the gals lol...but I managed.   School was aight. Then practice was easier than I thought it would be. Then got out of work at a decent time. Hmm than just 'hung out' I guess at home. Tomorrow is friday! Cant believe it. But I heard nothn was going on.... so hmmmm ( Read more... )