So much has changed in such a short period, I'm not sure what to even think anymore.

To those that I have hurt in the past few weeks I am truly sorry, but I can't go back....I Refuse to go back to the way things were.

I want so much for myself, but I can't have that with people like you who hold me back- people who love me, but for the wrong reasons.

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I just did the math.

18 More days till RWANDA.

Simply amazing.

Andrew.....I want to see you there...

In fact, I'm EXPECTING to see you there :D lol

DANCING ( Read more... )

I'm going to actually sit down and write something for myself.

None of this presentation/papers due-for-school nonsense.

Dear Lord I can almost smell it... and I'm pretty sure it smells like sweaty dance floor   ;D

Let me just say how excited I am to have a break! Beside the fact that this is the last week before my break, and I don't have ANY exams. So it's like double the flavor, AND double the fun lol.

That is exactly what this semester is feeling like for me. Starting over.

And for the first, and very serious time, I want to quit. I'm not a quitter. I'm not sure why.
Probably the old competitive stigma that if I give up someone else will win, and I will lose. And I do not like to lose. A form of control for myself maybe? Whatever.

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This week was simply amazing ( Read more... )

Living in an apartment with four other girls is an extremely difficult thing to do.

It's not so much the little things that get to me- cleaning dishes, borrowing clothes- whatever. That stuff doesn't matter to me.

I think I have a pretty strong personality, and I think it is important to be genuine, and authentic in our relationships with other ( Read more... )

There have rarely been times when i sit down to think, and everything is actually....ok ( Read more... )

I'm lost.

Can anyone figure out where I am?
Or where i'm going?

Cause right now i don't seem to be able to...