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Sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if my dad was still here. Would I be a totally different person? Maybe I would have figured out school a little faster, or maybe I would have had a completely different major. Maybe I'd be working in a different field, which I would have preferred anyway. I get really depressed around this time ( Read more... ) -
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"Every year, the memories I have of my father become more faint, unclear, and distant. once they were vivid and true, then they became like photographs, and now they are more like photographs of photographs.” -
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Literally just feel like crying all day. I have a horrible nervous pit in my stomach which has been there since Friday. I don't feel good. I feel like im faced with an ultimatum I'm giving myself. But why should I have to force myself to be okay when am so uncomfortable I can barely function?
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I've been thinking a lot lately about how this is not how I imagined my life to turn out. But then I can't help to think about my mom, and how she must be thinking the same x's a million. But she'll never admit to being miserable.
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I don't know why it's so hard for me to just be with someone.
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I really don't want to jinx anything, but I am really really happy.
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