just his lyrics in so many songs, related to me in so many ways, and this makes me realize even more, that we should take everyday like it is our last one, and so many of us, me included, take life for granted, even when we bitch, moan, complain, I see the negative always, sometimes the sun shines and I see a glimmer, and that makes me so happy, ( Read more... )

 Well, it's Thursday, which means Nick is coming here tomorrow!  It seems like it's been forever since he bought his plane ticket.  Anyways, a little nervous, but mainly happy that I am finally going to hang out with him this weekend, even though he is not staying as long as I wish he would.  Oh wells.  I'm moving back to Ptown end of February.   ( Read more... )

 OMFG!  What the hell?  It was 53 in here when I woke up.  Got to call my landlord today.  I got a stupid heat pump because I live in the South and everytime it drops to 20 degrees it kicks out cold air.  Woo hoo, it's 16 degrees outside, look I'll take 0 degrees in Illinois because at least we got furnaces up there ( Read more... )

Well, since four years ago, I've graduated from mortuary school as valedictorian  with 4 honors.  I am now a mortician.  I really love my job, and am basically stoked except for the fact that I have been exiled in the middle of nowhere for the last 4 months and basically losing my mind.  Realizing that the time to go home is now.  Funny how things ( Read more... )

ah, it's actually refreshing to read my profile on here from 4 years ago.  hahaha, also saying don't make Watchmen a movie.  Thank the gods they did, it is fabulous, for once Hollywood did not ruin something I love.   

Almost four years later....funny how life turns out, eh?  Anyhows, I am going to be posting blogs from now on.  And yeah, exiled off Facebook.

OMFG!!!  Devin Townsend is coming to North Carolina after all!!!  Feb 6th in Charlotte!!!  Only a 3 1/2 hour drive, but it's a Saturday and I am soooo there!!!

I am retyping what I wrote to myself just a short while ago in the park. That way I can always reference it ( Read more... )

I wish I could just feel normal again, instead of this sinking intense depression, its fuckin horrible, and I almost feel like just giving up, I know I am stronger than that, but at this moment, I am not. This shit I endured the other night is more than I can handle at this point. I am so ready to just give the hell up. I hate people. I hate ( Read more... )

STRAPPING YOUNG LAD: 'The New Black' Tentative Track Listing, Studio Report Available - Apr. 19, 2006 ( Read more... )

The Birth of The CIA and Flying Saucers II ( Read more... )