once again, its been quite some time since i've written. much has happened ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've written on here. i usually just post things on my myspace ( Read more... )

wow. last night was so much fun ( Read more... )

things hardly ever turn out the way we want them to. after a second chance that only went so far, i feel like i no longer have the faith nor strength to keep going. i feel like i have so little to fight for. and what is there is hardly enough to be considered love. when the trust is gone, the relationship will only last so long before it comes ( Read more... )

please say what you need to say.
maybe i need to hear it.

if this is how all will settle, it will.

i've been thinking about so much lately. everything ( Read more... )

there is one heart i would love to fall in love with.

but mine breaks at the thought of never having the chance.

just a chance...

my birthday wasn't as good as i had hoped. my parents were all tense and kept arguing, etc. my dad almost forgot that it was my birthday because he was too concerned about getting to my uncle's party on time ( Read more... )

i took my first shot last week. not even a half cc and my voice is alreasy getting a little more coarse and raspy...at times it cracks and sounds low, and at other times it only carries little hints of the low chords. and its feels good to know its not completely psychological.haha. my mom noticed first, and then a few others ( Read more... )

its always too soon, or its always too late, and i'm always in between.

but either way, i'm like a mute. a shy, timid mute [at least this time...more than ever]

all i can say that i can't is....don't go back. i wish you could stay.