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why so bitterly turn from the one who kneels there as deeply as thee?
i am in love with this life. but sometimes it is really hard to do. its getting better now that winter is breaking. today was a bit cold, but sunny and clear. spent a couple of hours walking around the hospital grounds waiting for my friend to get done with his procedure there. and it really was beautiful. maybe i have just been here for too ( Read more... ) -
reality has nothing to do with this life near me
i have nothing revolutionary to say. i do not believe in revolutions. they very often push development backwards. i am more inclined to believe in evolution, in the small sep forward. -
like a jar you housed the infinite
drew a schematic of the blow job negotiation
(jpegs later)
the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar -
in las vegas
and wishing i was home ( Read more... ) -
tiny clockwork submarines
and i do not gladly await the years for the ocean to discover and rust your face; as it has all of history's beacons that have turned their gold and stone to water's onslaught ( Read more... ) -
even when you touch my face you still know your place
ill be home soon. and im very exited. i plan to see people i miss. and a dog i miss very much. and new jersey. ahhhhh. sigh of contentment. but for now i think ill go get drunk. -
her funeral killed her
not old, not young, but a viable die-able age. -
fuck you
and even if love is not what i wanted.
love would make love the thing most desired. -
just a little piece thats mine.
just a little piece, that's fine ( Read more... ) -
all the useless things my hands have done
procrastinating before writing my english paper. sigh. but i dont have much to say. i have this paper due tonight and then two finals on saturday wich i plan to spend tomorow studying for... philosophy and math... its gonna be a bitch, but whatev. then im DONE! lees picking me up saturday night and bringing me to boston to see dominick derek ( Read more... )