I feel like a bitch.

All the time. I'm short-tempered, irritable, and angry all the time lately.

I have said things in the past few days that I am not proud of. I feel terrible about it, in fact. To those people, I am truly and honestly sorry.

I feel like shit.

kill me now. thanks.

I want the kiss. Not just any kiss, but THE kiss. The mind-blowing, breath-taking kiss that makes me weak in the knees. The kiss that leaves me thinking about it for days and gives me goosebumps.
I'm tired of settling. I want romance sometimes, I deserve romance sometimes.

My stepdad met with a surgeon today and he is going to have surgery on Thursday, probably in the morning. This new dotor also looked at the MRI again and found that he also had a slight tear in the miscle the is the cushion between the top bone in your knee and the bottom one (I forget what it's called. something with an m.) and also had pretty ( Read more... )

 Greg is back from Iraq and I am really happy to know that he is home and safe.

while doing the YMCA in the car

Word to the wise... The YMCA was made for more wide open and funkier places than the car.

The only thing that seems to keep me sane these days is work. It's all I look forward to ( Read more... )

It marked 6 months that my dad hasn't spoken to me. No calls, no email, no cards. Nothing.

Half a fucking year.

So my Sunday was basically ridiculous. I went to Wal Mart and saw Laure, who I haven't talked to in a few months, 2 girls that I haven't seen since at LEAST senior year, and the last time I talked to them? Who knows. Then I got home and got an old screenname to get someone's other screenname and not 2 seconds after I logged on, someone IMed me. It ( Read more... )

I had just gotten off of work and was meeting up with a friend outside of some stadium that I was unaware existed until that moment. She had two guys with her, one being a guy she had met and the other was a friend of said guy. I drew the conclusion that it was a blind double date that I was unaware was happening until that moment. We ended up ( Read more... )

I bought a bamboo plant with a silk orchid within it today. It's awesome. I named it Waldo.