love love love love love love love my job. I went to work in a tired kinda of icky mood and when I got there one boy, Andrew (my favorite) came up to me and says "Miss Erin you're skirt! It's so beautiful!" It was adorable. And then before he left he ran over to me, jumped in my lap (I was sitting on the floor while the kids read books) and gave ( Read more... )

So, just to give everyone fair warning... I will most likely be in a terrible mood on Monday.

I can't figure out if I would rather be completely alone then or be out staying distracted.

Either way. this is just to let people know.

• I made Funfetti cupcakes today. They rock.
• My dog tried to bite my face off. It wasn't too pleasant of an experience.
• I hate school and I want to drop out.
• I cried last night
• I bought 16 items from a piercing website for $25

 I keep getting an overwhelming feeling lately. A feeling of wanting to just leave everything behind. All of it. This town, the people, school, my whole life.
It comes more often than it used to. 
All i want to do is pack up the few possessions I have and move to California. Sit on the beach, sit in a cute coffee shop and read a trashy novel, and ( Read more... )

NOT

I feel like I'm the girl that this was written about... minus the last line. Except that the songwriter has never met me before and yet has somehow looked through the wall I put up and into my soul. It's weird when you find a song or passage in a book that so accurately captures your being that it gives you goosebumps.

She wraps her tragic moments ( Read more... )

So I officially start work tomorrow, but not with my own class. I will be sitting in for my regular shift (2:00 - 5:30) on the class I'll be teaching next week. I just think it's stupid that I will be having a class for one week then getting all new kids because that's when school starts for them. Oh well. I just hope they like me ( Read more... )

My father is a dick ( Read more... )

My life seems to be heading in the righ direction and yet all that consumes my mind is how I'm going to mess it up. None of my plans ever seem to stick. I had these plans to be in Minnesota for at least 2 years, maybe 4.... and that lasted a semester. I know that what I am doing with my life is not the things I would like to do the most. It will ( Read more... )

I start my job the day that classes start. My boss realized she had everything covered until then but I am going to go in next week and sit in on the class I'll have for a few hours just to meet the kids and become familiar with everything. I'm really excited but extremely nervous. Before at a job, if I screwed up, it just cost a couple dollars or ( Read more... )