Hmm. How do I feel right now? And what is it drawing me back to my high school/college journal? Um. Maybe feeling like a jealous high school girl tipsy on vodka diet cokes. How emo and junior year. Crazy. I'm 25 now. I'm a teacher. I'm married. I'm buying a house. haha and I just got home from a trampoline birthday party with carrot cake cupcakes! ( Read more... )

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i'm not supposed to be lonesome when you're around.


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The things that we love tell us what we are.

-Saint Thomas Aquinas (One of my favorite saints!)

sunday i had hope for our youth.

today i've lost all faith in the young generation.

I kinda wish I could put my body on autopilot for awhile and retreat inside my mind. I'd live upstairs in my big head and pull my curtains down and rest and think and make stuff. i'd prolly lounge in my jammies and listen to a lot of music and write stuff. meanwhile, the rest of me could be pumping out homework and planning lessons and grading ( Read more... )

i don't know if it's the caffeine from all the green tea i drank today or if it's the little ball of inspiration and energy and motion and creation and restlessness welling up in the pit of my stomach. ya. that's what across the universe does to me. my mom and i just watched it tonight. i've been up since watching the special features. i love when ( Read more... )

eric heckendorn is dead. my neighbor. my friend. my classmate and team mate. my first kiss. my first high school boyfriend. he used to call me big butt, in a way that didn't offend me, but made me smile. he was quiet. and had a goofy laugh. morgan and i stole his dickies and some sweatshirts and wore them to school one day. he thought my glasses ( Read more... )

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