ALRIGHT! This is far too long already, even though it could have easily gone twice this. Just got up to date on SPN (happy dance) wrote most of this, and then needed to go on camp. Although I'm a grammar nazi at heart, I make so many mistakes and mix my words up so much I hope this is readable! Nonetheless, it’s here before the next ep and I can't
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I also interpreted Dean's reluctance to tell Emmanual his backstory as Dean's desire to preserve the healer's innocence--that seemed in character to me with the desire Dean had to keep Sammy innocent as long as possible. I've read some reviews that thought Dean didn't want Emmanual to know who he was becasue Dean was afraid then Cas wouldn't help Sam, but I didn't see that. And I like your other thoughts, that Dean could separate Cas' destruction of Sam's wall from the Emmanual who didn't know anything about it. After all, Dean has dealt with a Sam who initially didn't know what he'd done as Robo!Sam.
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You know, I still do see it. When Dean says to Meg ...you want to tell him and just hope that he takes it in stride? He could snap. He could... disappear. And later Why didn't you tell me? - Because Sam is dying in there. It's quite obvious to me. And initially I was quite shocked, cause this is not the Dean I know.
But thanks to your comment I can now see that it's not just cold manipulation from his side. He is just that desperate to save Sam. He is all out of options and simply does not have the time to think through his reactions. I think right this moment he is more desperate than he's ever been since Cold Oak.
And yes, I think you're completely right - Dean's innermost instinct would be to preserve Emmanuel's innocence, even if it means he doesn't remember Dean. And your comparison between this Cas situation and the Robo!Sam situation is 100 % spot on!
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For some reason I wasn't sold on Dean's emotions this ep. I wish they'd had longer, because I didn't understand the demons' role in this story until the third rewatch. And now I'm going to have to watch again to see what I think of this manipulation stuff!
It's funny how ...you want to tell him and just hope that he takes it in stride? He could snap. He could... disappear. is both evidence for manipulation, and evidence for fear for Cas. I'm glad those ideas aren't mutually exclusive!
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About Meg, I keep wondering whether Dean knew her when he was in Hell. We know they had the same 'teacher', and there was the way Dean saved her from demon!Christian the last time they teamed up. I wonder if maybe he identifies with her. Sees in her what he would have become if Cas hadn't dragged him out of Hell.
Also, *lets out inner Meg/Cas fangirl* :3
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I'm glad you think I've doing well with Dean's head space! I could never understand Dean the slightest, so I wrote this with the intention of understanding his thoughts and motivations. I just managed to disregard the manipulation side of things. Not sure what I think about that, yet.
*lets out own tentative Meg/Cas fangirl*
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It is a great theory and further adds to the horror of Dean's psyche.
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I had so many versions of this running around my computer I didn't post the final one. I'mma going to see if I can edit it. So big edits, though.
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It would be interesting if we watched the 'birth' of a supernatural critter in Hallucifer.
I really liked liked the role reversal in Sam and Dean's attitudes to the situation. Sam was so physically tired that he took on Dean's position of resignation and spiritual apathy. Dean, though, picked up the slack! It was good to see.
Also, erm, sorry for kind of advertising on your journal! I hope that didn't annoy you?
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Agreed on the role reversal. Maybe what it takes for Dean to finally DO something is to have Sam incapacitated like that? I mean, it worked here, but hopefully it won't be long-term, lol.
And no, not at all! I was glad to see your link to the post, and enjoyed reading it :)
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I myself didn't understand Meg's role and i also hope the writers explain more about Lucifer and why he could be transferred to Castiel.
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