wow its been foever since ive updated. crazy! thing have been um... i dunno interesting lately. im so confused abotu everything. what to major in. my feelings for people. what do to w/ my life in general. schoosl ok i guess kidn boring and stuff but ok. upb is yeah.....its i dunno what to say kinda cool at times and i like it but sometimes but very ( Read more... )

hey its been awhile since i updated so here goes. well, as far as jl i dunno i think thats over for good, but i shouldnt count my chickens before they hatch theres still the task of actually saying its over and not just avoiding him forever. it sux tho these past few months feel like such a waste being w/ someone who i already knew was bad and ( Read more... )

oh my fucking gosh this is the 2nd time im goiong to rewrite this shit blah ok this is my week beginning w/ last sat night.

sat night- went to party w/ jen nessa nick and gus met this guy tim cops got there we went home. tim came over we talked til 3.

sun-went to church tim visited me after work then went hoem to nap i made burgers he came picked ( Read more... )

hey i figured it was time for an update. been kinda lazy and junk plus im bored so here goes. yeah i ended up not doig n e thign last saturday atleast i dont remember doing anything lol. sunday i just bummed went to church and bummed some more. monday what i do monday? oh i went for a blood test at pan am; oh dude they showed linda nd me thsi video ( Read more... )

hey i havent updated in a while but everythings been alright i guess kinda weird but cool. happy birthday again ness i know it was monday cuz hello i have pics. so yeah these r pics i took at nessa's bday fun in mex and extended fun tuesday night at light lounge to make up for her not feel up to going out to finish celebrating her bday monday. ( Read more... )

hey damn im running out of canvas and paints ::tear:: o well i need a job so i can buy more art stuff. my paintings kinda suck some r pretty good some r just weird and stupid but yeah i thought id show u all and u could gimme ur opinion,


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I know a lot of u hear me talking about my baby, cuz well i luv this kid to death. i have a thousand pictures of her and since nessa was nice enough to show me how to add pics in here i thought id pick 6 of them to put it. Isn't she cute?

6 Months                                              biggest smile ever


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hey ppl im bored as hell here waiting for the day to end. lately i feel liek life sux. well those of u who know me knwo that i pretty much feel that way 90% of the time. im falling into bad habits, no not school thast goign ok. just other bad habits. im head is just spinning my thoughts circlign around tangling in my brain. i cant sleep n e more i ( Read more... )

hmm....ive been thinking a lot about my role in this life. there are those who are meant for something great and stand out; make a difference in this world. and then there are those like myself, pigeons. creatures w/ no purpose living a monotonous life just wandering around in the same area for hrs. hungrily taking the scraps and crumbs ppl throw ( Read more... )

well, this week was something. im so fucking irritated and i dont know why...well i spent all day wednesday w/ jl chilling out at my apartment. then thursday he picked me up and i had intended to go to school but eh i didnt feel liek it so we went to best buy and other stores just wasting time then he spent the night and took me to school friday ( Read more... )