i feel too tired to form complete sentences ( Read more... )

damn i can't fucking trust anyone.

i like the way my body odor smells sometimes. light and musky and human ( Read more... )

these holidays were nice. i love my loud mexican family and i love tamales. i don't really like christmas though, for all the same reasons everyone else hates christmas: shopping mania, receiving clothes you'll never wear, being confused as you try to find the connection between the birth of jesus and feeling obligated to buy people gifts. and the ( Read more... )

my favorite thing to do is get high by myself and listen to music

you have to make your own happiness. do it, all of you ( Read more... )

i am breaking, finally. i'm not holding anything back, and no one seems to like it very much, but i couldn't keep my composure forever.

well, i suppose things are looking up! i guess ( Read more... )

i don't have anything relatively bright to talk about. i don't want to use broad words like "everything" and "always" because i don't want to exaggerate anything more than i should ( Read more... )

i've started biting my nails again. i've been able to muster the motivation for my school work, but nothing else, not even my friends. i like talking to melissa a lot because we don't know each other that well so it's nice, tranquilly refreshing to lay everything out. any other time with any other person, it's probably just for shock factor. has ( Read more... )