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Jul 19, 2006 23:59

i don't return phone calls from friends, not because i don't want to see them personally, but because i don't want to see anyone. i'm just the slightest bit anti-social. i've been staying pretty sober, and i think this is definitely a factor in why i've been receding into myself. my social life is josh. i'm kind of fine with that. kind of fine. ( Read more... )

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__xcuses July 20 2006, 07:18:40 UTC

just like me, we discussed this a little bit earlier. i want to see people though, but i'm too used to staying at home, it's strange. i want to see youuuu, and the name of the instrument was an autoharp, pretty neat and folkish.

counterdrug July 23 2006, 04:01:37 UTC

i am glad you came over! so glad!
band practice was cool
we right beautiful songs about sex, yeah! i love you

__xcuses July 24 2006, 23:04:20 UTC

pleaseplease more band praktiz soon cos we have like 3 lines about hot air and sweat lolll
i love you and i'm glad i saw youu, reallyreally
and funny pokemons talking
:)

counterdrug July 25 2006, 05:14:35 UTC

ahahahHA
i can't wait to do it again
and tune my geeetar TURKEH

lil_grim July 20 2006, 15:08:06 UTC

kaylin&luke - dre&josh

counterdrug July 23 2006, 04:00:49 UTC

possibly maybe

___shallowveins July 20 2006, 17:17:29 UTC

I can't really remember the last time I went out to see someone other than Kelly. He's my social life now too. And I guess I'm kind of okay with that too.
It's just that, I called Chelsea like last week and it was so... Weird. There was nothing to say. Like strangers. I couldn't think of anything to say and she wasn't saying much either. It scares me, she's my best friend. Or was. I don't even know now.
And no one even calls me, forget inviting me places. Fuzzy has but that's mostly because she's really close to Kelly and me & him have pretty much morphed into a single entity I guess.
I waste a lot of time whining to myself of how I don't have friends anymore. It just turns me into this little ball of whiny negativity. & I worry that if I called up saay, Maria, and went to the movies with her, the same thing would happen with me & her that happened with me & Chelsea. I think that way about like 90% of my friends now.

But I just need to stop that, don't I? =/

counterdrug July 23 2006, 04:05:43 UTC

summer changes a lot, i think it either makes you an introvert or extrovert.

yes, stop that! attempt to tie old knots, but if you fail don't bum yourself out over it. school will come again, bringing routine and friendships, even if they are only stimulated by school..if that makes any sense?

___shallowveins July 23 2006, 15:58:23 UTC

It does. & it's koo. Thankss =)

babyformula July 20 2006, 23:07:09 UTC

this is me exactly at the beginning of summer. well, still is me. i think i remember talking to you about the seeing people thing. some people took it personally but it really wasn't, i just have no desire to see anyone and i feel okay with being alone all the time? but i'm glad you have josh and i love you.
i wonder why this is gradually happening to all of us?

counterdrug July 23 2006, 04:07:17 UTC

it is part of summer, part of maturity, finding yourself in a place you feel right in.
come see me soon! i like when we lay on my bed and drink tea, and i love making you sandwhiches :)